WHEN WILL MY REFLECTION SHOW WHO I AM INSIDE
I LOVE HOW CAS SAYS SOMETHING THAT’S “SO CAS” AND DEAN SAYS SOMETHING THAT’S “SO DEAN”, AND THE TWO JUST SHARE THIS MOMENT WHERE THEY REALIZE HOW MUCH THEY LOVE AND MISS EACH OTHER
AND SAM JUST JUDGES THEM “SO GET THIS: YOU TWO HOMOSEXUALS ARE DEFINITELY DICKING EACH OTHER”
ALSO, I WOULD JUST LIKE TO REMIND EVERYONE THAT BEN EDLUND ONCE DESCRIBED DEAN & CAS’ RELATIONSHIP AS A "LONG-DISTANCE MARRIAGE"
I loved her. So much. And she died. I only get the general sense of things and they pass so quickly, like childhood smells touching you and then being gone on the breeze. But. But but but. It feels strange to be writing this down - I think I believed I could change what happened, undo it, prevent it, save her life somehow after she was already gone. Of course I couldn’t. Dead is dead is dead. || [x]